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  Contents

  Cover

  Title Page

  Copyright

  Dedication

  Acknowledgements

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Chapter Seventeen

  Chapter Eighteen

  Chapter Nineteen

  Chapter Twenty

  Chapter Twenty-One

  Chapter Twenty-Two

  Chapter Twenty-Three

  Chapter Twenty-Four

  Chapter Twenty-Five

  Chapter Twenty-Six

  Chapter Twenty-Seven

  Chapter Twenty-Eight

  Chapter Twenty-Nine

  Chapter Thirty

  Chapter Thirty-One

  Chapter Thirty-Two

  DYING BY THE BOOK

  Judith Cutler

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  First published in Great Britain in 2001 by Headline Book Publishing.

  This eBook edition first published in 2019 by Severn House Digital

  an imprint of Severn House Publishers Limited

  Copyright © 2001 by Judith Cutler.

  The right of Judith Cutler to be identified as the author of this work has been asserted in accordance with the Copyright, Designs & Patents Act 1988.

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  ISBN-13: 978-1-4483-0378-6 (e-book)

  Except where actual historical events and characters are being described for the storyline of this novel, all situations in this publication are fictitious and any resemblance to living persons is purely coincidental.

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  ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

  Thanks to Jonathon Davidson, Mike Baird and John Philips for their generous assistance and expert advice.

  ONE

  I could have killed Andy Rivers, there and then, in my kitchen.

  ‘You’re never going to marry Mike Lowden. All brawn, no brain. For God’s sake, Sophie, what’s got into you?’ He slammed down his glass on the work surface and whirled to face me.

  But I would keep my cool, even if my favourite cousin had lost his. ‘He’s one of the best England cricketers of his generation—’

  ‘That’s not saying much, is it?’ he sneered.

  I suppose I’d asked for that. Nothing daunted, I took up the cudgels again. ‘He’s a good, kind man, socially aware – highly intelligent—’ His degree was considerably better than mine.

  ‘“And I recommend him for the position he’s now seeking.” Come off it, Sophie. You sound as if you’re writing a reference for him.’

  I flushed. What if I added, ‘And he’s beyond my imaginings in bed’? Which he was, but which was none of Andy’s business. Or anyone else’s, for that matter. ‘I don’t need to. I love him. That’s all you need to know. Like you love Ruth.’

  Ruth was Andy’s wife. When they’d met she was the headmistress of a particularly good comprehensive school in a part of London which guaranteed an exceptional number of MPs’ children on its roll. Now she was actively involved in running the trust which Andy had set up to divert wads of his enormous wealth to welfare work in central Africa. Andy, meanwhile, was swanning around the world as a roving ambassador for UNICEF, blissfully ignoring a past which had made him one of the pop stars the media most loved to hate. A past which included a night of which all too soon I would have to remind him: it concerned me and my newly discovered son, Steph.

  ‘Ruth – Ruth’s different. She’s a quite exceptional woman.’ His hackles had risen visibly.

  ‘Exactly. Which is how I find Mike.’ My hackles were pretty vertical too. But we needed to talk, so I decided I’d better slip into peacemaker mode. I took a deep breath. ‘So – are we going to have that curry or are we going to stand here argufying all night?’

  He gave a sudden smile, the sort that had melted the hearts of mothers even when they were condemning their daughters for lusting after him. ‘Harborne Tandoori?’

  It was a lovely spring evening, so we set off on foot towards what the denizens of Harborne like to call the village, a shopping area a couple of miles from my house in Balden Road. Harborne, a couth suburb of Birmingham, was in turn a very few miles from the Black Country town of Oldbury where we’d both grown up. I wondered how much of it would feature in Raging Rivers, the autobiography Andy was about to launch at the Big Brum Bookfest – a new literary festival which the organiser pledged would cast Hay and Cheltenham into the shade. I also wondered how much of the text Andy had produced himself, given his distaste for the sort of prolonged commitment that I presumed writing a book must take. It sounded to me more like a job for Ruth, or a professional ghost. But since I’d seen not a word of it, not even to comment on any appearances I might make, I couldn’t judge. To be honest, I hadn’t even known it was in train until I’d seen his name in the Bookfest schedules. But that was Andy for you. He’d no doubt planned to mention it next time he stayed with me. He regarded my house as a second home, which I suppose it always had been, and the sight of one of the world’s pop icons slipping into the local shops occasioned no more comment from the natives than my own visits.

  One thing I could guarantee: if the press got hold of my part of Andy’s story, the thing would sell faster than it would roll off the press. So, much as I hated it, I’d have to wait till all the hype had simmered down before I introduced Stephan to his father.

  Or would I? One of my faults, as Mike had gently but firmly pointed out, was my habit of making decisions for people, not so much without consulting them as without even telling them a decision had to be made. True, Stephan had shown rather less interest in who his father might be than in introducing me to his parents. But Andy ought to know. It was only my absence from the country – I’d joined Mike for the second half of the England cricket tour of Australia – and a reluctance to do anything other than tell him face to face about his son that had kept him in ignorance. The trouble was, the longer I waited, the more difficult it became.

  And I did have other, major problems to worry about.

  We walked along Court Oak Road, and then cut along Crosbie and Wentworth Roads. Perhaps it was a trifle further than sticking to the main route, but the gardens of the big Regency and Victorian houses were a pleasure at this time of year, all sleeked up ready for the summer. And maybe I could find a moment to speak to him. The moment. Or would that spoil the curry? The trouble was, Andy didn’t give a hoot about other people’s reactions. If he wanted to have an emotional scene in a restaurant, he would, and damn the ambience.

  ‘Chris, now,’ he was saying, as if we hadn’t walked nearly a mile since the last moment my love life had been under the spotlight, ‘Chris – I always thought you’d get it together with him eventually. A decent man. Plays a good game of chess.’

  ‘Chris is the dearest friend I could imagine,’ I said firmly. ‘But being lovers didn’t work. He’s – he’s so hidebound by convention,’ I added lamely, suppressing more graphic expressions. ‘For a Catholic, he’s remarkably puritan.’

  ‘A lot to be said for self-control,’ Andy said sagely.

  ‘As if you’ve ever exercised it,’ I said more sharply than I meant. If I weren’t careful, I would fling the news about Steph at him as an accusation. ‘Sorry. I know you’re a reformed character—’

  ‘Thanks to Ruth,’ he said fervently.

  To my certain knowledge, his love for Ruth hadn’t stopped him getting involved in some highly questionable dealings, from which, in fact, I’d had to extricate him.

  ‘But you were a wild lad at times,’ I pursued. Any moment now I could—

  ‘Too wild for my own good,’ he agreed. ‘Hey – isn’t that Ken Foreman over there? Ken!’ He waved and crossed the road. ‘Isn’t it time you stopped worrying that garden to death?’

  Andy bounded up the stairs to the restaurant as if running on to a stage. Was that what drove him, his need to be wanted and welcomed? If it was, the maître d’ didn’t let him down, abandoning to a minion the party whose orders he was taking, and rushing over, beaming, for a double handshake.

  ‘I shall be here for a couple of weeks,’ Andy told him. ‘For this Bookfest. Sophie’s running it, you know.’

  I demurred. The policy and financial decisions were taken by a board, who’d appointed a director responsible for everything from booking the authors to booking the venues, not to mention ferrying one to the other. There were also such delights as stuffing envelo
pes with publicity material and briefing the media. So although the director, an enterprising ex-librarian called Brian Fairbrother, had done a magnificent single-handed job in the early stages, now the Bookfest was about to hit the West Midlands, there was no way he could manage everything himself. No one could have. Which is where I’d come in. As a volunteer. Even if I was staying as something else.

  The maître d’ smiled disbelievingly. ‘But you have a job. You’re always so busy.’

  I smiled vaguely. I didn’t want to go into all the ins and outs of my situation. ‘Just a favour for a friend,’ I said.

  The truth was that the previous autumn I’d started a year’s sabbatical leave from my job at William Murdock College to study for a Master’s degree in education at the University of the West Midlands. It was meant to give me a break from a job which had become steadily more stressful and less fulfilling. More positively, it would give me a qualification to enable me either to hang on to the William Murdock job – mass redundancies were in the offing – or to get another one elsewhere. What the University had discreetly referred to as staffing problems had, however, prevented me from making much progress with the course, and it had been agreed that I should start again, tabula rasa, as it were, next academic year. Gratis, more to the point. Oh, and with some compensation for the mess they’d landed me in. William Murdock, whom I’d like to have made some token protest at being deprived of a star lecturer for another year, were simply grateful to be saving my salary.

  None of which Rezah, the maître d’, needed to know. He smiled us to our favourite table – tabula Rezah, as it were – and left us to attend to more guests.

  ‘I still don’t see why you should have got involved,’ Andy said. ‘Not your sort of scene at all, I’d have thought.’

  ‘Afzal asked me,’ I said.

  ‘That solicitor friend of yours? But how did he get involved?’

  ‘A bit of up-market pro bono publico work,’ I said. ‘Most of his practice involves people with appalling social problems. He joined the board to offer legal advice and rub shoulders with people he saw as influential.’

  ‘Ah, the idealist always becomes the pragmatist in the end!’

  I forbore to comment on that gem. ‘When he realised Brian couldn’t possibly do everything single-handed, he asked me if I could spare a few hours. And since Mike was up to his ears in pre-season training, I agreed. And I’ve just roped in a couple of my ex-students for a bit of work experience.’

  Andy rolled his eyes. ‘A student is for life, not just for Christmas!’

  OK, he exaggerated. But there was enough truth about my attitude to my protégés to put me on the defensive. ‘Well, these two have had major personal problems, and this will look good on their CVs.’

  ‘As it will on yours.’

  A waiter – a new face – brought us a couple of Indian beers to go with poppadams light enough to fly and some wonderful dips.

  Andy drank deeply and then stared at me. ‘I know you,’ he said. ‘You’re holding something back, aren’t you?’

  So which bits should I confess to? The personal or the public? No, I’d have to put off the personal to a less public place, really would. The public it would be.

  I shifted slightly in my chair. ‘There can’t be many literary festivals,’ I admitted, dropping my voice to the barely audible, ‘that open with not one, but two death threats.’ And one or two other problems.

  Andy must have been getting older; he asked, just failing to maintain the insouciance to which he no doubt aspired, ‘Do they involve anyone – I might know?’ I couldn’t blame him. After all, he’d been on the business end of such threats himself in the past. And now he was not only going to be centre stage himself a couple of times, he’d agreed to help host other people’s events.

  I shook my head. ‘Not unless you’re intimately acquainted with a violence-preaching woman rap singer who wants to do to men what men promise women in their violent raps? Or a Russian who seems to attract enemies like my hostas attract slugs.’

  His shrug revealed more relief than he might have liked, but he produced a cynical smile to be proud of. ‘Darling, if you want international celebrities, you must expect international problems to come with them.’

  ‘It’d be nice if we had an international police force to deal with them,’ I said. Suddenly the truth started to emerge. ‘Honestly, Andy, I thought this job would be money for old rope—’

  ‘I thought you were a volunteer!’

  ‘I’m getting an honorarium. All I was supposed to be doing is everyday clerical stuff. Oh, and ferrying you celebs around. And then I found I was fielding sinister phone calls and hate mail. Not at all what I had planned.’

  ‘Oh,’ he said, without needing to add, is that all?

  A waiter arrived; it was time to choose our meal. A vegetarian thali for Andy, a meat thali for me, a feast of lots of individual dishes. What was the betting, however, that when the time came, Andy would suddenly forget his vegetarianism, and start picking my chicken? But until the food came, we had acres of conversation to fill.

  Talking has never been a problem between us. There was always family gossip, political chitchat (if you’re a UNICEF ambassador, you tend to snap up trifles that don’t reach the Guardian till a week or so later) or just plain conversation, the sort you have with someone you’ve known and loved for ever.

  But over the last couple of years, things had changed between Andy and me, hadn’t they? For a start, I’d realised what had stopped me falling in love with a variety of eligible men – the fact I’d been in love with Andy since my teens. And once I’d realised I was in love with him, and discovered that his feet were solid clay, then I could, with my usual brisk efficiency, set about falling out of love with him.

  Which I did to such effect that when Mike strolled into my life, he strolled into a heart best described as receptive. Not to mention a body, ditto.

  So this was the first time I’d met Andy since I’d realised that there was more to life than hanging round for crumbs of his affection. And my announcement to him to this effect hadn’t, of course, gone down especially well.

  If only Mike were with me. We never had a moment’s unwanted silence. If only he hadn’t felt those Andy’s-family-don’t-want-to spoil-family-meal reservations and had agreed to join us, rather than go out with the lads on the beer.

  The silence deepened. Andy studied the prints on the wall: women with impossibly large hips or breasts in states of less than dress. They managed to combine artistic panache with a decadence I found uncomfortable.

  ‘I wish they’d change them,’ I blurted at last.

  ‘Not like you to be prudish,’ Andy said.

  ‘But they’re so bloody coy,’ I expostulated. ‘Stockings and corsets and big hats.’

  ‘A lot to be said for stockings,’ Andy said.

  ‘But not on the wall of a family restaurant,’ I said. ‘Come on, Andy, whatever happened to your political correctness?’

  ‘I just don’t see a problem,’ he said. Then he changed gear, almost visibly. ‘If you’re worried about women being exploited, believe me, sister, I can show you exploitation.’

  ‘And if you decide to patronise, believe me, Andy, you can patronise.’

  He had the grace to flush. And the food had the sense to arrive.

  ‘So what are you doing about the death threats?’ he asked, nodding at the waiter for more Kingfisher beer. ‘Assuming, as you implied, you’ve not brought in Interpol.’

  ‘I’m sure they’ll swoop in fast enough if anything actually happens. In the meantime, we’re doing our best with what Brum has to offer.’

  ‘Don’t tell me, Chris Groom looks in on his evenings off!’

  ‘Chris isn’t much of a man for evenings off. Not now he’s in charge in Smethwick.’

  ‘Smethwick! What on earth’s he doing out there?’

  ‘Operational Commander. Smethwick’s part of an operational command unit. So he’s what used to be a superintendent in charge of the area.’

  ‘Quite a promotion. Thanks,’ he smiled to the waiter, who topped up the glasses carefully and withdrew.

  ‘Quite a promotion. I was afraid he wouldn’t hack it at first, but he seems to have everything running smoothly now. I rather think he’s enjoying it, actually.’